enJOY it

an archived personal and craft blog from Elise Blaha Cripe.

You were my empty month. 

You were my clear calendar page.

You were the month that I didn't know how I was going to get through.

Because all the other months?

They have plans.

Their calendar boxes have text in them.

Those other months have plane tickets bought and road trips scheduled.

They have holidays to celebrate, friends to visit, apartments to pack up & redecorating to do.

You, September, were the dangerous one.

The one where the weight of this deployment could have become too much.

But I think you knew that, September.

I think you realized the propensity I have to panic.

I think you knew I needed this month to buoy me through the remaining five.

It was a little messy for a few days, but you pulled it out.

You made sure we had glorious weather.

You brought with you a few new opportunities.

You encouraged new hobbies.

You stabilized Paul's internet connection and made video chats possible.

You tapped the shoulder of a friend and got her to come visit for a weekend.

Oh, September.

Not only did you get me through it,

you made it pretty enjoyable.

Thank you.

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15 responses to “oh, september.”

  1. Deb @ PaperTurtle Avatar

    Beautiful post, Elise. Wishing you all good things in October!

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  2. Hannah Avatar

    Aww, I love this post. I’d say it is definitely one for the mini-book 😉

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  3. Brianna Avatar
    Brianna

    Hugs to you!

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  4. Meg R Avatar

    I know exactly what you are going through. My husband is a lawyer in the Marine Corps. He was deployed to Afghanistan in August and wont be home until March.

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  5. Susan Avatar
    Susan

    Elise, this is just lovely. Thank you for sharing.

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  6. Michelle Avatar

    Its like the hardest mile of your long run is complete; not to the finish line yet, but now you know you’ll totally make it! Congrats and just keep running! XO

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  7. Alexandra Avatar

    You’re such a strong person– you inspire me in so many ways!
    I’d be interested to hear how you “deal” with so many long distance friendships. Any advice? All my friends are suddenly spread out all over the place, and I want to work hard to keep things strong with them!

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  8. elise blaha Avatar

    great idea. Ill blog about that this month.

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  9. Marissa Avatar

    Beautiful words. I hope these months pass quickly and your husband is safe!

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  10. Amanda Avatar

    oh, yes, a blog post about long-distance friendships would be wonderful!
    I hope October is a good month as well!

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  11. Alexandra Avatar

    Thanks Elise! 🙂

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  12. Ammchand Avatar

    I saw a quote today that made me think of you. “You never know how strong you are until being strong is the only option you have.” Here’s to another good month.

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  13. Miss Amanda Z Avatar

    …and this post is why I read you.
    Touched me deeply.

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