enJOY it

So it is like this:

I thought I was in a rush.  That after graduation I had a small window of opportunity to get a fantastic job and Start.  It had to be big.  I did not know exactly where I was going, but I wanted to get there quickly.

But that has changed.  Suddenly, rushing anywhere seems like a bad idea.  I am starting to recognize that life is long and good.  That I have some time.  And it is helping me to become very comfortable.  With where I am at.  With where I am going.  With this pace.  Comfortable waiting to see how Target develops for me.  Comfortable with possibly working in a store and living here, in Downtown Sacramento with Katy for a few years.  Comfortable with waiting for opportunities – the right opportunities – to come.  Comfortable with going with the flow for awhile.

Not going to lie, there is a Life Plan unfolding in my head.  But it feels a little too fresh to share right now.  It needs to impress on me for awhile.

EnJOYing this new comfort.  This contentment.  Could get used to this. Unofficially, of course…